Sunday, June 14, 2015

Out with the Old, In with the New

      If you did not notice a few things are different about this blog. One all the past post are gone, Why you might ask? I am starting over! Starting over with my blog, My life, my marriage everything! I sat down and took a long hard look at my life and I realized I am not where I want to be. I am not the person I want to be. I would say that I do not regret anything in my life. I have made some mistakes and I have learned from those mistakes. However I need to teach and be an example of how I want my kids to be. I have always told them what was right and wrong and how you are suppose to act and How you are suppose to treat other people. However as much as I hate to admit it, I was not being those things myself. Well no more, I am putting my foot down and I am ready to start being the example I am always telling my children to be. Now if you know me closely, you know I have been going through a really hard time over the past year. These last few months have been the hardest for me. I have people in my life trying to keep wounds open and even dare I say trying to make them larger. It has been hard for me to stand strong against these people. There are days I want to give in and throw in the towel. I still have days like that, But I know there is light at the end of the tunnel and things will be better. I just have to have faith not only in myself but in God as well. I will be a stronger person and I will be able to take that strength it put it into my everyday life with my children and husband. I will not mourn the death of my old life but I will take the hurt, pain and mistakes and use what I have learned into my new one.

I guess that is all for now, I know I have never been good at keeping up with blogging but I will try. Sometimes everyday things get in the way. So take it one day at a time with me, there will be days I don't write maybe even weeks. If you are reading this you know my life never goes the way I plan. This blog is just a fun things to do anyway and if by some chance I share my struggle and the way I got through it and it touches someone then its a good day! Hope to write you later!!